why are boys so inconceivably ridiculous??
Yesterday was weird in terms of emotions and over-thinking but we had a speaker come to my structural geology class and I really needed to hear what he had to say. The gist of his talk was about taking risks and realizing that you don’t have to stick to what you’re doing at the present; you will fail sometimes but there’s an entire world available at your fingertips as long as you foster curiosity and remain open-minded.
I also approached my professor about joining his research team today. I was so nervous because his guys are kickass and I would have huge shoes to fill but i’m in (!!!!!!!). I have to start researching ideas as well as where I want to go for graduate school. Everything’s starting to feel real and while I’m overwhelmed and scared I’m also excited because I think this is really what I was meant to do. If I make another negative post like yesterday’s, you have my permission to harass me via the internet.
today is actually the worst and I just want to crawl under a rock and sleep forever but I have so much more shit to do
I checked my degree evaluation and my calculus II class is counting as an elective rather than toward my major/math minor. please be joking, ASU.
feeling lonely and unlike myself